Beautiful Sunday morning. The temperature hit the high eighties before noon and the sun shone brightly through the Spanish Moss. After gulping down a Bloody Mary and some eggs at my favorite morning spot downtown I came home and retired to the the shadiest spot in my yard. My grass is desperately in need of cutting, and I need to tear up some corners so I could start planting flowers, I’m dreaming of vines covered in Confederate Jasmine, but for now, my corner umbrella underneath hanging moss does the trick.
I poured myself a pint of black coffee over ice, lit a cigar, and spent the morning reading Bukowski. Back in my twenties I had no time for poetry, I had no interest in any of it. Now, rolling into middle age the drunken obscene ramblings of an old pervert from Los Angeles speaks to me.
I came across this poem. It’s about writing. The best writing advice I’ve ever come across.
air and light and time and space
“—you know, I’ve either had a family, a job, something
has always been in the
way
but now
I’ve sold my house, I’ve found this
place, a large studio, you should see the space and
the light
for the first time in my life I’m going to have a place and the time to
create.”
no baby, if you’re going to create
you’re going to create whether you work
16 hours a day in a coal mine
or
you’re going to create in a small room with 3 children
while you’re on
welfare,
you’re going to create with part of your mind and your
body blown
away,
you’re going to create blind
crippled
demented,
you’re going to create with a cat crawling up your
back while
the whole city trembles in earthquake, bombardment,
flood and fire.
baby, air and light and time and space
have nothing to do with it
and don’t create anything
except maybe a longer life to find
new excuses
for.
I think I’m going to take my daughter to the pool, swim a bit, read a bit. Maybe when I get back, I’ll write. We shall see.
I like it. It reminds me of E. Michael Jones' chapter of Giambattista Vico in "Logos Rising" where he said that unlike philosophers like Descartes, Vico was actually busy with the burdens of family life. And that made his philosophy a lot more sane compared to his contemporaries'.
This is like the antithesis of #WritingCommunity "What kind of music does YOUR MC listen to?/What does your perfect writing space look like?" nonsense. You either do the thing or you don't, end of story.
That cigar looks like a Nub. Good stuff.